Had A Quarrel Again
Damn. Don't ever say anything bout the car...

Bruce Almighty
Jim Carrey!!! What's more, Jennifer Aniston! Haha! I nearly laugh my head off for this show. Nearly cried too, the last part is very touching. Just imagine you are god and you have to answer to your girlfriend's prayer which is please help her forget her boyfriend. Geez... This show is highly recommended! Go catch it if you haven't!

Depressed
I'm feeling kinda depress today. I dunnoe why, probably it's the effects of the beer. Just wanna listen to some soft guitar. Sometimes, I feel as if I am wasting my time and life away. About 20 and a few years down the road, I take a look beside me and all the things that other people have achieved, I can't help thinkin... wat the hell have I achieved? I feel like dying today though I'm afraid of it. Just who can help me?

Milan Wins The Champions League
Hi-5! Shevchenko rules!

My License
Guess I have a lot of bad news today. One of them is that I may not be able to post to MT line. Fuck. That means I will have to work extra hard to drive everyday to prevent my civilian license from being blown away. Yeah, about 250km a day to try to reach the 7000km I needed. Another bad news! May be posted somewhere else so that means my time is very limited now. Damn it! I want my license even if it means the fucking hard way, I'm gonna do it.
Current mileage - 3976km (i need 3024km more)

Back
I'm back finally!!! Came back late because of some stupid special dinner over there. Had some beer at the dinner and I'm feeling pretty high and tired now. Will need some rest, probably will turn in early today. Hee... I'll try coz I don't wanna waste a bk out day sleeping. And yes, the poem I was working on was completed. All these happened while I was in camp. It came after a long time.

A Portion Of My New Poem
Been trying to write the whole afternoon and came up with this part here. As it stands now, this is the beginning part of my new poem but it may change when all the other parts come in at a later time. Haven't decide a name for this piece yet.

I'm at the rear end bottom of my heart
Beaten by the beauty of what I have never seen
There's just too much little pieces of nothing here
That I believe this dreamer will forever sleep

Here I am, I have been... (the rest, you have to wait)

A Night Without Armor
Think I'll be going out these few days to buy the book (probably during nights off). I need something to get me back to the right track to write again. The month of May ain't helping at all so I thought to myself, maybe Jewel could help. Maybe she could give me back the inspiration that I have been searching. But guess Jewel Kilcher's poetry is of a different class so it might not assist me at all. The type I would call professional (mine's pretty simple). Jewel is somebody who will keep me with a lot thoughts... Finally, I'm beginning to appreciate such poems though I won't really understand them. Maybe going back camp to feel the emptiness will help. Now I'm listening to the radio bout some stupid song with the singer singing "Underwear underwear" or rather anywhere anywhere. Sometimes, stupid things like that could really make my day. Haha at least now, I'm smiling.

Going Back Camp
Finally, finally, after a very long break, I'm going back to camp again. Yeah, it's tonite. I'm sure I will miss the civilian life...

Had A Gd Game Today
I went for a soccer match this morning with Jinsheng's friends. It's not the circle of friends who played in Clementi. This group is from the same university (ntu) in which Jinsheng and Alex studied in. Saw a lot of old faces from my secondary school. Kelin and Weixi. Wow, Kelin is still as good as he used to be. I saw a lot of new faces too. Saw a former njc school team and a former jjc captain, they are all in ntu now. And the game against them is a good one. We played well today and I managed to score 2 goals, finally breaking my goal draught. I played with a more attacking attitude today (tat's wat Henry said). Everything is going well today, smooth play, good weather, until a group of girls came to play basketball. Oh mine, had to leave but the girls were understanding enough to let us finish our game. Hope to keep up my form today though my dribbling wasn't really up to standard today.

Went To Bugis Today
Went to look for some stuff today but can't seem to find it... tough luck. But it's ok, guess i will wait and look for it at a later time. The weather is also getting real warm nowadays and everybody is starting to fall sick. It's making me worried. I'm feeling kind of weird recently. I just dunnoe but it seems that I'm not paying attention to the things I'm doing and not as focus as I should be. Kept wondering about a lot of things...

What's Wrong With Me?
I think I'm going to be in deep shit. Hell to it.

Weiqun's Birthday
I went out today to celebrate Weiqun's birthday. He is currently studying in nus architecture. It was supposed to be 6 yrs. Wow... master, that's why. In the end, he is deciding to change course after a yr. He said being a architect it's not what he wanted... yeah, after a yr in the course, he understand more about it, i guess. For the birthday present, we bought a small adidas bag for him and we chose that over a pendant and soccer ball because I guess it's more practical. He would use the bag more often, I believe. It's kinda special today coz we seldom celebrate each others' birthday or rather never. We went to old airport road for dinner... hmmm... steamboat and after which we went to suntec sky garden! We bought a cake for him and we ate it there... Haha... he told us that this is his happiest birthday... We were chatting about a lot of things today but mainly it's about the past. Today really brings back a lot of memories. I wonder... what will happen next year? Will everything still be the same? One thing is for sure... I'll be out to work. Hope I can get a job by then. And hope everybody will still be ok.