Bought A Fila Bag Today
Ha. I went shopping today. Bought a dark blue t-shirt and a grey fila duffel bag. Hee. I like the fila bag a lot. Guess I'll be starting to wear sporty these few days. I saw a secondary school friend today and he happens to be my BMT sergeant as well. Small world. I talked to him for a while and found out one of my other friend had a bike accident recently. I'm shocked! I'm not informed at all. But I felt relieved when he told me it's only a minor accident and my friend wasn't badly hurt. Thank god!

I'm Not In Shape!!!
Looked into the mirror today before going out and saw something. "I'm not in shape anymore!" I used to like my body during the period juz after my scout course but after i got the chicken pox, i lost my shape. Hope to get it back someday.

Quarrel Again
I have had enough!!! I am not a fucking ball! I'm not coming back again.

Those Stupid Porn Site
They juz signed my guestbook and this is not the first time. Fuck them! I had to delete their message every time.

Damn! My Banner Got Rejected
Damn, damn, damn! And I have to do a new one again. Send wat I've done to my gf (remember the website assignment?) and she rejected my banner! Lucky all the other stuff are okay with her. Sometimes I really felt she treated me like a maid.

Garbage On MTV
Saw Garbage sang on the mtv channel juz now. It was a mini-concert which was presented by mtv itself, i think. Saw the lead singer, Shirley Manson, wearing a white singlet and braless. Wow... But her lastest hairdo is a bad one. She used to have long hair and it looked nice on her but this time, she had short hair. Hmmm, not as feminine as before.

Marilyn Manson
Some people just hates Marilyn Manson! They said their songs suck and their image is very disturbing. Yeah, Marilyn Manson, himself had breast implants and he removed his backbone just because it would allow him to perform oral sex on himself. Yucks!!! Disgusting!!! Believe me they really have very disturbing pictures in their album. But i felt their songs ain't as bad as u think. I personally like their drum beats. Their drum beats are very unique and most of their songs are about sex and violence. I'm not sayin I like violence. You see, when i listen to their songs, i will just pretend that the lyrics are non-existence, tat's all. Nevertheless, they've got some fantastic slow songs as well (sure! slow songs! No joking). Yeah, songs like "Disassociative", "Speed Of Pain" and the best of all "Lamb Of God". I like "Lamb Of God" a lot. It's a pretty sad one and the lyrics are meaningful, i felt. It's sayin about how this world is havin too much violence but still, no matter wat we do and how we deny, nothing can change this fact. Yeah, tat's why they say nothing's gonna change the world. Don't have any friends who listen to Marilyn Manson, the only person I know who listens to it is my gf's friend. And it's a gal! I learn that from my gf and I don't really noe that gal but it's thru her recommendation tat i got interested in MariIyn Manson. I can't imagine any gal listenin to such music. It really makes me wonder wat kind of a person is her. Maybe she's just like me, just ignoring the lyrics when listening to them.

Spend My Whole Day Looking At This Computer
I'm spendin my whole damn day only lookin at this computer! I'm doin my gf's website assignment and I want to finish everything by today and not drag any longer. Finally, done everything (the rest, my gf will be finishing them) and can relax a bit now though I will be expecting more work to come any moment, haha. My icq is havin problems recently and it really drives me crazy. It can send outgoing msgs thru in the beginning but then after sometime (a short one somemore), it won't be able to send anymore. I will have to disconnect and connect again so that i can send again but that wouldn't solve the whole problem. I will have to connect and connect times and again! Will reinstall it someday when I got back my program cd which i lent to my gf. BUT... she says she lost it! (How on earth did tat happen to a 20+ grown-up) I got a lot of very useful and rare programs in it... Hope she can find it or I will have a lot of problems gettin back all the stuff.

Bad Weather
It rained almost everyday. Now it's so warm that I can hardly sleep anymore... It seems to go on forever!!! Please, can I have a break? I'm getting sick.

Good News
The jeeps pissed me off some times! But finally, they give me some good news. I might be posted to the MT line as from September 1st. Whoa, that would mean I will get my license by end of this year. Cool...

Civilian Course
Gotta write more now cause I'll be going back camp again... yeah, tonite, but will be back by Tuesday nite and will only need to book in next Sunday!!! I'm starting to feel like a civilian nowadays.

My Fashion Consultant
Hmmm... tight fitting t-shirts, tight jeans. That's what i used to wear . Haha, made me feel like a rocker back then. Not anymore now, my gf says i look like shit in them and says i didn't have any bit of fashion sense. Now most of the clothes i bought are selected by her... She's like my fashion consultant. Yeah yeah yeah, i noe, i noe.

Had A Screwed Up Match Today
Fuck, i had a fucking poor game today! I just can't seem to find the right touches today. I mean, Henry, was playing well and showed dominance in the midfield and Weiqun, scoring a cracker for my team. They all played well except me. Shit! Hope i will have some of my form back next time. Come to think of it, hadn't play soccer in camp for a long time. I really miss playing soccer in camp, playing with Jinsheng and gang (like today) is far too stressful.